2006-09-08T23:35:00.000-07:00

You know what I’m saying? Words are hard to say even though I'm always ruined Positions were congruent now everything is ruined You cheated even gave him head, what the fuck is that?! Did he hit you front he front? And did he hit you from the back? Take the blame don’t feel ashamed if you would just abide I guess when its your mistake that rules don’t apply Yes I understand we all fuck up now and then And hurt the ones that we would never mean to offend I mean I’m done and overboard and seen it all before To come that close and lose what you have previously adored But we couldn’t work it out so we slammed the fucking door Hurt and then hurt some memories and hard to ignore I’m lyin I’m no angel walking right across your face All this hurt by you will never find a single fuckin place But love and hate cannot come & go oh so quick I bet you don’t stick so close to this dick Behind that pretty face there’s a girl leadin the way In a "get a dick" race yo she set the pace Its all bullshit why should I waste my spit? About chicks that need dick and are easy to thick yeaa Yea this is my side what i need you to do is just sit back and listen Check it out... Now I don’t even know the guy singing all the chorus All I know is that he sums up a lot of shit for us Don’t like what you hear go ahead and change the track Cant face the music because the guilt has got you trapped I been there, and done that, and trippin on where the fun at Made some stupid choices i was blinded by my pride Got a shit so twisted could have fucking died Could have fucking cried seeing how she was affected Yea she gave me trust but i chose to neglect it I thought if I did it would keep me protected So immature and insecure i looked right through her And it kills me to think I did that shit to her I didn’t know how to deal I didn’t know how to heal I didn’t know what I felt was really.. real What am I tryin to say, with this shit I’m spittin? I’m saying i wish these weren’t the words i had to have written I’m living in it, I’m showin it, I learned from my past I swear on everything I own this will be the last.. Time I have to feel like shit, knowing that I cheated Hearing the same thing as the chorus, I'll let him repeat it

50% sad, 50% hapi

Peace!

Nurhimeld@!

2006-09-07T07:04:00.000-07:00

My Biodata

My name is Nurhimelda.... I hv a lot of nickname but most of them i lyke the name gegerl. Some of my teachers call miie Himelda or Imelda but they hv the same pronounsation.. :p My fav colour iz babyblue(skyblue) coz i always ask myself in this world wad colour is the most n the ans is blue coz the earth is covered wif oceans... I lyke the planet Pluto as it is cold n far... :p... I hv a fren who i trust they r Azim n Nad as they r my bezfren...(Hope so)

2006-09-07T06:48:00.000-07:00

I am a gurl who love to listen to music.. I must listen to it every day.. I used to be a netball freak.. But no longer it..:( so sad too bad.. I love to listen to r&b n hip hops songs.. My email add is babyblue_gegerl94@hotmail.com. I am using my bro email. Dun 4get to add miie as i also as IMVU my nickname is mickey9194 as i totally love mickey. I am the only gurl in this house. My b-dae is on 3rd of July.. Dun 4get to buy present 4 miie... :p Muke tembok..HAHA!!

Peace!

NuRhImElD@!

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